好像是我和Cora一起去看CEBO的一個LIVE。我們兩個似乎是VIP，被允許站在臺邊看。Stef穿了白背心，左手上戴著三只銀色的手環，Brian穿著黑襯衫，還留著馬尾，Brian的脖子上有一個很大的銀環，右手上也戴著三只銀環，跟STEF一樣。

然後貌似是演出快完的時候，我走到STEF面前，把Brian脖子上的環環搶過來帶在了STEF脖子上，然後又把BRIAN手上的鐲子也搶了過來。這個過程中STEF一直在對我笑，我也沒注意BRIAN的表情，一個勁地在看STEF，心裏想得是，啊，好像哪吒啊。

我現在強烈的覺得，那個環環，是乾坤圈吧……至於長槍，難道是用貝司替代了麼。

然後我有拉了拉Stef的白背心的兩條帶子，讓它們看上去服帖一些……接著坐回了臺邊。

下臺的時候，先是BRIAN然後是STEF從我旁邊走了過去，頭上帶著BRIAN平時戴的一定禮帽，下面壓著的是……一條圍巾，垂在臉上= =啊，難道那個是渾天綾麼？！



我囧了。

接著發生了更囧的事情。CORA直接往後臺躥，我身體往後稍微靠一靠也能看到後臺的模樣：似乎是某個人的家裏，很昏暗，有一個小閣樓的樣子，所有人都上了閣樓。CORA往深處去，我讓她小心。這時候我聽到BRIAN在說，快點上臺。

然後我醒了。

這個夢本身說明了幾件事情：

1. 我絕對是想MATT了。因為MATT很喜歡STEF，而她的MSN頭像一直是哪吒自刎……

2. 我想也許真的我是喜歡上STEF了，而且潛意識裏喜歡的比BRIAN要多。因為我把BRIAN身上的環移動到了STEF身上……argh, this might have a slight sex connotation?! 嗯，我覺得有一定道理吧。

Finally the hangover is over.
After 9 hours of sleep, it's gone.

It felt much like...my brain was a bulk of swollen sponge soaked in sea water, throbbing under my skull. And I had no idea what to do with it. Couldnt wave the pain away. couldnt sleep sound.

I was shivering in the bed. and that scared me a lot.

Finally i fell asleep. thanks god.

and I'm leaving for class soon. The teacher ordered everyone who's absent for the class before the golden week holiday to give an explanation. how silly. you knew clearly why we were not there. partly becuz of the golden week, partly out of your lousy teaching method. well, i understand that sometimes ppl love to make themselves embarrassed and enjoy torturing others for some reason we dont know.

but it feels really different w/o going to office. I do enjoy the peace in mind and the precious chance to live on campus with my best frnd and roomies. usually there's so much work to do that seems a bit bothering. now i see good in not having a decent job. XD

within two weeks i'm gonna take my second shoot on TOEFL test, I'm not ready for it at all. need to work hard on each sections, esp. oral and writing. I just cant stand scoring 22 for oral and 25 for writing, that's kinda insult. and that shameful 26 for listening, darn, how could i miss the fist conversation last time i took it...i simply took off my headphones cuz i thought it's all over but it's merely the first section...god damn it. this is not gonna happen for a second time.

anyway. it's not very brilliant for me to waste time anymore, need to pull myself up a bit though I'm not in a good condition.

It's just life or something we named it life. life is tough but by no means can you avoid facing it. and if you have to, face it with courage.

 My ever-first log on Livejournal...well never thought i would have to create an blog in eng. but it seems rather necessary now.